Oh dear, I believe you're still both mentally scarred and traumatized from Kotaro's route.

But I agree, I had a love/hate relationship with this character. I liked that he was so domineering and felt proud when I wore him down and conquered his heart. Like you, I'll probably have a boyfriend who's a real b@stard as well ^^;;

However, I think I'm just attracted to characters who wears glasses...

Whooo! To us poor suckers *gives a half hearted cheer*

I actually got the normal route (where he leaves you) during my first play through and I was majorly pissed off about it, and was absolutely determined to get my happy ending with him!